Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Monday, December 27

Extended Visualization and Attitudes




The day before yesterday I was watching a movie "alive", which was made in 1993 based on true story of survival.  How they met extreme condition of weather and how they manage to remain energetic. The story had too deep emotional contact with my neuron transmitters that I could not come out from its effect. This is also true that I laugh when they laugh and I caught my breath when they were in dilemmas. Film was awesome and acting and those actors were great in their talent.  I was deeply touched by circumstances and care.  
Now the question must arise in minds that why I am discussing this thing and feeling?
Is that only because I found the movie good and awesome? Or else is the acting talent?
Well let me tell you I am discussing this piece of my experience because they survived from extreme conditions because they were all together, they were resolute, they were helping hand and more over they were like a unit.  
When I see my land my beloved PAKISTAN I see same hard and I must say severe conditions that my homeland going through with. Like The Electricity load shedding, Gas load shedding, water low loads, and more off that the daily growth in bread and butter prices. I don’t know why my people don’t understand the need of time? Why don’t they realize the cost of unity? Why don’t they made a human chain and alarm the all elite demagogues who don’t know the meaning of winter nights without any heating system as they were in their luxurious livings!
I simply cannot understand why my people don’t hear their inner voice rather the noise of political leaders who don’t even give them a right to tough, and block the traffic for hours, for the public on the name of security?
What kind of security they want from the same people to whom they call companions at time of elections? Think and consider kindly just imagine for a minute why they are doing this? They daily squeezed the neck rope of execution on their people, people were dying daily with their families because they don’t eat for weeks, they find suicide more easy on living, people were kidnapped for heavy ransom, mobiles snatched in every area, conditions of living going on alarming range, but our leader don’t even care.  Because they were not loyal not a ruling party even all other parties. They are businessman. They sell my land and earn their living. They are garbage and junk of nation.
Attention please! If we want to live and lead at least a normal life we have to be united, we have to be clear on our wants, we have to have get rid of traitors, we have to stand against society evils, we have to prove to be soul Muslims, we have to get back to our holy book our QURAN. 
The Alive team faced harsh conditions but they maintain their breathing because they were in their high spirits, they were strong and they were together and bonded. We have to be same resolute and determined for the betterment of our present and future.  We are youth we can mold our future with our sincere hard work and with our honest leadership, which could be started from our house to the parliaments and to the far and near corner or our country.
 Our founder Quaid-e-Azam Mohammad Ali Jinnah said:
“Pakistan not only means freedom and independence but the Muslim Ideology which has to be preserved, which has come to us as a precious gift and treasure and which, we hope other will share with us”
Message to Frontier Muslim Students Federation
June 18, 1945
We have to work for this dream we have to works and prove ourselves. We have to show and develop Islamic nation on the true pillars of Islam. But first we have to value the gift of PAKISTAN and the bloodshed for the sacrifice of our freedom.  
It’s high time we have to prove to be a living nation.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BELOVED QUAID-E-AZAM MOHAMMAD ALI JINNAH
(25 December 1876- 11 September 1948)

Saturday, November 6

Attitudes towards Realism





Why it’s always been difficult to write for me. May be i had lots of things in my mind and can’t find the starting knot or perhaps haphazardly mingled our neurological stimulus with our heart feelings. But why I am discussing I guess that’s the situation which I always face when I start writing something. 


Well today an unusual question came in front of me_ my elder brother asked why you are not happy with life. I was really stunned or answer less. That’s true I am not satisfied but I wonder stuck how he estimated that what I think of my own. I never had been sad either gloomy for others. Well i was bewildered, perplex, and too confused but now I have answer. I always been fair with others or else I tried to be, I tried not to hurt and well avoid lies. Believe me I have had to face many negative attitudes for that but I can’t change. My elder used to say or teach me that in this world you should have to be little manipulated with thing, attitudes matters persons even with own feelings. You can’t be straight forward in expressing. You should understand what other wants to hear or what you should say. 


And all these stuff, ohhh! It’s so hard on my nerve. I really want to get rid such double face people.  For sake of thought imagine same thing happen to us, like we had been manipulated by others, so devastating I guess. But what, we have had to live in such environment. People all over the planet have same typical requirements. Being optimistic, some day behaviors will revolutionize and I presume it could take a little longer time but yet attainable.  So till then keep smiling  keep dreaming and be happy always
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Wednesday, November 3

B@cK! B@cK! B@cK! B@cK!






After a long time I am back on my blog. During past few months it had been really tough as some of our family relations were badly affected by flood, but now by the grace of ALLAH (God) they are settle now. 

I don’t know why but sometimes when we start losing hope, then we really did saw such strong resolute person that we again retain our optimism. I always had lots of ups and downs in my life or else more down and few land mark ups which supported me for long. Whenever I became pessimist ALLAH (God) shows HIS all grace and gave me boost for a new day. As I couldn’t continue my study in chemistry which is still my favorite subject, as lack of finances, and I did my graduation privately in those subjects which I never know. Well the good thing is I cleared my graduation without any teacher guidance, and I suppose I did well.  And the best thing is I am Graduate now.  And I really want to share this with all my friends. I am happy, cheerful, joyful, and jovial or I guess I am in my high spirits of wonderful feelings.  


Really it’s so relaxing to share feeling with all other. I really want to thank my too dear reader Judy Harper for her concern. Thanks really I always need such caring friends, you are good and nice. I really had very few friends who know the true essence of relations and Judy you are one.

And I am happy or happier.

Thursday, August 5

~Pakistan in nature's big catastrophe~

 

(An aerial view shows the flooded village of Kot Addu in Pakistan’s Punjab province August 4, 2010. After wrecking Pakistan’s northwest, the worst floods in 80 years swept through Punjab – Reuters Photo  )

The floods have already killed an estimated 1,500 people over the past week, most of them in the northwest. An estimated 4.2 million Pakistanis have been affected, including many in eastern Punjab province, which has seen numerous villages swallowed by rising water in recent days.



As fresh rains fell Thursday, bloated rivers gushed toward southern Sindh province, where hundreds of thousands of the most impoverished Pakistanis live along the water because of its fertility and because it is cheaper than safer ground.



“Rains have weakened the protective walls and embankments (along the river). It was difficult to get the people to move from their places because they were not willing to leave.”





An aerial view from a military helicopter showed that a vast area between Multan and Muzaffargarh cities looked like a large lake, with the occasional dead cow floating by.




Manuel Bessler, the UN’s humanitarian chief in Pakistan, said at least 4.2 million people were affected, and that the potential for waterborne diseases was worrisome.




“We are facing a disaster of major proportions,” Bessler told reporters in Geneva by telephone. “Even a week after the disaster we don’t have all the details. Roads are washed away. Bridges are destroyed. Whole areas are completely isolated and only accessible by air.”






Pakistan standing all the way surrounded by the century's big flood. We need prayers and more human efforts so the millions and millions of lives which were effected by flood across Pakistan can get back to their normal living.


May ALLAH help us all in the time of crisis.









Tuesday, March 2

Expo 2010: Pakistan's handicrafts

The 5th edition of Expo Pakistan was held in Karachi's Expo Center and ran from, 26-28 February. 
Highlights of the Expo were the traditional handicrafts of Pakistan, a favourite among foreign buyers.–(Photos by Ghazal )

 



  


  

 
  


  


  


  


  


  





  

  

  

  

  


  



  


 

Monday, February 15

Peshawar with Pride

 
AN Entrance of hawali(Palace)

  
 center of the whole architect
  
 windows of Attraction

  
highly confined work of human hands

  
sitting launch Of rich Muslim Architect

  
A trace with grace 

  
 Old and antique Russian artifacts

  
 wall of balcony

  
 wall engraved mirrors with great hands of perfection

  
 old style of latch

  
 chandelier of high Quality
  
a pane of window

  
mosaic at its peak

Tuesday, February 9

"A RoSe WiTh ThoRn"

Well I don’t know why I always found relations so complicated. When I start thinking that I know what other wants, the right next moment my whole approach of mind collapsed. Well its good for me I always keep discovering the worth of people but sometimes I really being little selfish. Really I am sometimes or you can say I being irritatingly demanding. I don’t know should I be or not but yes I do behave like stubborn. You know my mother even my brothers always said girls should show some elasticity as they have to step into another’s life so girls have show some kind of _____ you know cool temperament, patience and above all contentment. Ohhhhhhh well I have all qualities but question which always come in my mind is that, why so much adjustments? Oh I don’t actually know my capacity or capability but yes ______ a thought of married life is always give me a dramatic or can say filmy sentiment, like a perfect happy family.


I guess you all wonder that why I wrote about this well I am also wondering same question about myself, why I write on this. Bu truly give me your opinion, in love or arrange marriage, every girl have to make lots of adjustment or is it only a pseudo statement.

Friday, February 5

I hervest the best moment of my life!!!!

One thing I believe is that, if we don’t have the practical approach of any incident we can’t feel the actual pain from which people go through during the difficult times of their lives…… that’s what happened  a day back, and that’s what make me remind of all those moments when I felt sheer loneliness and need a touch of love!!




Loneliness is the biggest bug of life. Well I consider the pain of those people, who don’t have any one around them for care, share and love.


I used to be a very loving and stupid girl together. During my educational time in my school and my college ohhhhhh me and my friends disturbed huge number of girls we were so mischievous. I guess when someone see our group they were so definite that we will have something in our mind….. Sometimes we did pranks with our friends too. The same happened with me. My exams our coming nearer and nearer and I don’t attend college on regular basis and used to study now a day’s. Well I don’t belief still what a weird day I spent yesterday. I had been befooled by friends…. Ooooo that’s not so fair.




Story starts with mobile ring, as it rang, I picked the call other side was my friend and she was saying we were plan to attend college tomorrow so be there sharp at 8 o’clock. As I am little punctual I was there at 7:55 and start waiting for my friends. Waiting, waiting and waiting….. Its nine o’clock now and no one yet appeared. College gates were closed and my all hopes were dried out. And near 9:35 I received a breaking call that they befool me. I get up and start searching for some recognized face to talk as a time pass friends. But searching for whole science block I found no one familiar. Ahhhhh (a sigh)!! No one not a single girl,  Oops, and 5 hours to spend. I tried to study but can’t develop concentration. I felt a vast sea of empty feelings inside me, alone…….. No I can’t be. As hardly and barely spend all those hours. And when I get back I gave a tight hug to my mother, and felt alive again….. I didn’t say anything to my friends but thanks them that they made realize the worth of near and dear ones again  .


I know we know the worth of our relations but what I learned is that sometimes in our life we were so busy to feel the importance of those who close and around us and that time, we need a little push and we were all their to care and love with new momentum again. 