What is life? How it works?
I am always haunted by such questions, because I never found the right answers. It was said that when everyone says you are wrong then fault must be located in you. Same in my case I always try not to hurt someone but for good fortune everyone got hurt. And for my astonishment they were hurt from such acts which I did in their favor.
Why relations became so complicated? Aren’t they supposed to help, understand, and value you? So, why no one show elasticity?
I hate the feeling of depression but when I got depressed I took long time to be normal. But few days ago I was hurt from someone I loved, I care and I value most in my life.
I always thought if you want to have a healthy life do all that good with others what you want for yourself, not being selfish but being caring.
Alas! I found I am an unbearable negative person on this earth. “A selfish, self-centered, egoistic and stubborn girl”. perhaps this may be true because other may know you better then yourself.
May be I never know why people broke hearts? what kind of satisfaction they would found? I never know either why I am always wrong_____but the only fact i know about this life is "life can never be a bed of roses". and life can never drive you the way you want and above all life is not about EXPECTATIONS.
The beautiful Qoute I read few days ago;
"you have only two options in life
so try to accept what you cant change
and try to change what u cant accept"
and i guess i have only one option Accept wether its good or bad.:)